heyo, I'm back! haha..
jc's been really busy..there's really no time to do anything fun and yet it is this age where we're supposed to enjoy our life best.
I found that my life has been revolving around choir choir and choir. It's not that I don't like it, but I find that this strong attachment I have towards choir might take a huge chunk out of my life once it's gone, making it incomplete and unwhole (if there's such a word).
Emotions emotions and emotions. Wonder if this is a blessing or a curse. Emotions are things that are unique to the living soul, it differentiates us from lifeless objects in the universe. Emotions enable us to feel the world, to taste its sweetness as well as testify to the cruelty of reality. They allow us to feel joy, the wonder sensation that brings spring into our step and hangs a smile across our face. Alas, they can too, drench us in misery, in dark pools of melancholy, where there seem to be no way out....sucking you in and draining you dry...
Being sixteen slash seventeen is a great experience...it shall be the place where I will grow up..
Midyears are cancelled for us because of CCA involvement! =) Our choir is performing on the 2nd as well as on the 6th, coupled with rehearsals close to these dates. Well..not exactly cancelled, but more of like if we want to count it in with our promos we can, which means that if we do well for mid years and want to count them, we can=) or if we flunk our papers, we can choose not to count them instead=) school's gooood to us!
Choir room's addictive man..it was that place where I learnt bridge from, spent the holidays mugging, the breaks socialising, playing the piano, resting, sleeping, kept my stuff in my locker, made friends...
See? My world is dominated by choir. I was recently given the honour of being in adhoc and I will certainly treasure this opportunity to being much more fun and excitement to choir! Somehow this feels like a prepared speech but I assure you it isn't.
Being in a mixed school is great I suppose..in addition to the ogling of guys *gasp (haha jk), there's much more variation in comments, opinions and behaviour. I also find that guys think in simpler terms than girls..as such, they're easier to communicate with as I find that their actions have less malicious intents behind them. or perhaps they're just better in concealing their motives..who knows...the world is a complicated place to thrive in.
Somehow now I'm not really presenting my true self to people..I'm afraid of rejection yet again. I'm just going with the flow and quoting someone "to not offend as many people as I can".
My class is great, with a super cuuuuute guy inside! haha. He was originally from tj, his name is chia chiu, if you know him. Well..but as the days go by, his cuteness seem to diminish..hehe:D
Now that choir has replaced dance, I have found that it is very easy for me to add those additional pounds onto my already inproportionate (if there's such a word) weight!!I must exercise! As a matter of fact, Claire and I already have a pact to swim after the midyears. SWIM! and I've been trying to keep my flexibility which has decreased horrifyingly by a great amount by doing splits and jumps and redoing all those dance routines that we used to do e.g.corner to corner..
I look fat now..horrors! I'm very ashamed of myself..and yet I can't stop myself from chocolate-fying myself! I'm sad that's why=((( and chocolate makes me happy! =)
BGRs..I wish something else happens soon...
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