There was choir practice today! I met alex and cc on bus 55 then I went to sit with alex cos cc's si'en's..haha..
Then we slept all the way to vj, then lugged our way to the choir room. Choir practice started with warm-ups as usual, followed by sectionals, then practice with mr kwei at siglap.
We went to cafe cartel afterwards for chengwei's birthday lunch. I spent $14! On lunch! I ordered some spicy chicken bolognese thing which was rather spicy after a while. People started leaving, and finally there was alex, jiaen, robinng, carolyn and I left.
Played stuff like I never, which got really personal at some point in time...truth and truth...haha...I didn't tell any lies, but maybe I didn't tell whole truths.
I know I will be over with you, I just have to continue what I have been doing, blocking my thoughts about you, stop myself doing things related to you, treating you as my friend, smile at you, joke with you, talk to you about stuff, forgetting all my foolish one-sidedness acts and thoughts... I wouldn't say that this had been easy, but I'm grateful for the chance to learn. To learn how to fall in love with someone, to realise that fairytales only exist outside of reality, to experience the heartaches and pain, prices to pay for being foolish, to learn most of all, to recover from the confusion, the stabbing pain when I see you with someone else, the days of being emotional, the moments of doing nothing but thinking about you, the turmoil when I have to look at you and pretend that you're my friend, the many and many things I do that I shouldn't have... to learn to get over you...
I have decided a few weeks back actually or was it the last few months... that I would like us to return to becoming friends instead=) I like us being friends:)
There's another person now, but I wouldn't want to go through the same thing I just got away from. So... I guess I should let nature take its course:) There shall be only 2 people who will know about this:)
Piano lesson tmr at 2, OP preparation afterwards.
Mon OP in the afternoon, wed and sat choir=)
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I went to Tampines Mall today for the Body Shop sale!!!=DD
I bought an eyeliner, make-up remover and passionfruit-flavoured/scented shower gel! I went with Cheryl Ang and...Gabriel. I felt so bright the whole while...
Then I went to Hafee's for project work, OP!
Just finished typing my script and editing my slides.
Going to go to school earlier to rehearse before 10 as the external examiner is coming tomorrow from 12 to 3.
I'm going to let the world and its events slide around me. I can't stop thinking about things, but I'll stop doing everything I've been doing. Cos I can't differentiate between what's right and wrong anymore. I don't know how to please the people around me. I'm sorry.
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Days after WR submission and promos are really funnnn!!=)
It was so great to see our WR out in print. That day, Yi jie, Hafee and I went to this place in bedok to get our WR printed. The lady there was really helpful and nice and willingly put up with our noise and troublesome orders=D Pei Wen/Giam/Hoon Suan/Hannah/Xing Yu's group was there too!!=))
It was like OMG! Our baby!!!! We had bubble tea after that as celebration! I had vanilla-flavoured bb tea, which tasted weird. We called Jia Jin afterwards to tell him that our WR HAS BECOME SOMETHING IN PRINT!! But well...he didn't get hyped up as us...
Speaking of baby, there has been so many songs we've learnt in choir recently.. (hush thee my baby!) During the periods ruby, our SL, wasn't around, robin.ng took us for sectionals. He literally flew pass the carols! I really hope I get them soon!
There was choir today as well. We had to sing this weird song with funny intervals with an odd lil melody. Mmm..whether or not it can even be regarded as a melody is a question by itself! Thanks ruby for the relaxing sectional!!!=))
Before choir today, we had a University Admission talk. I attended the NUS, NTU and SMU talk, but I skipped the overseas one:D. Didn't you feel so bored??=)) The situation is worsened especially if you're seating directly under the air-conditioning AND the fan. Why can't they SAVE ELECTRICITY and switch on just one? And to think they're all about practising what you preach and going greenn...
I've decided to work towards the goal of NUS! Though I'm unsure of what I'll be doing in future due to my ever-changing interests towards the subjects available, I'm certain that my choices will be either bio-related/econs/music=)
I've also decided not to take any H3 subjects. I am offered H3 maths and bio, but due to my ever-changing interests, I will try to keep my options open. What I'm really interested in is bio, but bio h3 is really gonna be tough, especially with KI, the reason being a research essay that we have to deal with the following year that takes up 40% of our A level grade for KI. The obvious option will be to drop KI and take up H3 bio, but I'm afraid I can't cope with GP! Just the thought of all that comprehensions/summary/boring composition questions send shudders down my back! To take H3 means I will HAVE to drop one H2 to H1, since I'm currently having 12 units. So in order not to cripple my choices in future, I shall try to keep everything open! Besides that, as I am someone who does not deal well with stress, why bring unnecessary misery to myself?=)) right? I would rather stay happy=))
I hope I can go out next saturday cos there's no choir!! Woohoo!! Thanks chinese people=D
And..I feel really guilty for not practising piano and occupying myself irresponsibly with idol dramas..the length of my fingernails tells you how long the piano lid has sat there collecting dust. It's time to flip it up again!!!
Goodbye peeps!! Jia you for OP!! Only a few more days!! (negative sentence, or a positive one?:))
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心願便利貼 - 吳忠明 & 元若藍
一天一天貼近你的心 你開心 我關心
一點一滴我都能感應 你是我 最美的相信
等不到 雙子座 流星雨 灑滿天際
先點燃 九支仙女棒 代替
最燦爛 不一定 要許多 鑽石黃金
看你眼睛 有幸福的倒影
把你的討厭 宅急便 送到天邊
平凡的傻事 用了心 變成經典
存滿滿的心願 便利貼 貼成無限
就是我們 最富有的宣言
把你的喜歡 每一天 複習兩遍
驚喜的預言 我的天 通通應驗
你和我的心願 便利貼 貼心裡面
收集感動 給以後懷念
一天一天貼近你的心
一點一滴我都能感應
你是最美的相信
occupying myself with ming zhong these few days! and pw and adhoc stuff=)
so many things to do recently=))
results are still alright, I think we might be getting back econs tmr. I did still alright for my KI essay..now it all depends on my short passages and my research essay. Hope I didn't screw them up!=)
It's late! We should retire to bed soon:) goodnight and sleep well!
I didn't know letting go would be so difficult... Time heals everything doesn't it:) what's the trade-off? Long term relief for short term agony? haha..
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This week was so fun, exciting, carefree and happpppppppppyy!!=))
After exams ended on monday, I went shopping with giam and pei wen at far east! Hoon suan couldn't come cos she had other commitments. It was so coincidental that all of us wore vests even though we didn't agree to! :D xin you ling xi!=))
I bought a pair of jeans, shorts and a darkdark blue dress that has a special lacy part at the back=) very nicccceeeee! And I bought a white deer necklace as well!=) pei wen also gave me my present on tuesday, a very nice cute piglet cup and a fluffy pinkish yellowish pencilbox! As it's too small I think I'll use it as my make-up kit! If you think pink is my favourite colour it's not ah! I'm getting a little tired of it as well! So don't bombard me with pink.:D
On Wed we went back to school for choir! I reached school at about 745 cos we were supposed to have an adhoc meeting to prepare the tea bags for openhouse to invite juniors to our tea party. We ended up helping sean to clean the choir room and started our preparations only at about 915 when eunice arrived.
Choir then started at about...10 if I didn't remember wrongly. We sang gaudette and ave verum. A little sian at the second song...but it still felt good singing together after so long!=)
After choir, we went to celebrate Jia Sheng's birthday! He was so clever to figure out the clues we set for him so quickly and he reached the correct destination in less than two hours! haha. Jocelyn and I were still anticipating that he will get stuck for a considerable amount of time! It was a scary experience as we almost got in trouble at esplanade rooftop for squashing plants.=.= so lame. they should have proper signs. that says you can't even walk on drains where there are flower patches beside them cos the camera will catch you and see you as killing innocent plants...
On Thursday! There was choir again..but I forgot what I did in the day...I only remembered I went home in the evening and had a nice rest=)
Friday! I reached school at the normal time cos there was farewell assembly for our dear seniors=) Then we had choir, then openhouse, then performance, then pocks celebration!
Today is Saturday and we went to giam's to bao dumplings! Merv and wen went too!=)) It was a nice experience though! My first time doing something cina! haha..I brought a box of frozen ones back!:D
I feel so confused cos you're my friend and I don't know what to say to you.. I really don't know what to do. You're my friend and I'm unhappy because of what you do and what you make me do.
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PROMOSAREOVER!!!!! ISN'T THIS GREEEEAAATT???!!!!
haha. Thanks peeps for all your presents and stuff! I like the cake container, the birthday songs, the birthday wishes and the lovely messages from 09s32! =))
We went to watch time traveller's wife today and it was so touching!! Yi Jie, Tracy and I were crying, with Tracy being the noisiest...haha but Nicole, Mervyn and Jess were all dry-eyed!
Here are the people that smsed me :
Shi Yuan<333!
Jia Min=))
Pockss! (you were one of the first three!:DD but somehow I didn't read your message as the first three...phone lag sorry=(()
Yi Jie^^
Ting<333
Alex=))
Tracy^^
Gillian^^
Yi Ying=))
Hoon Suan^^
Claire^^
Hui Juan^^
Zhen Fong^^
Ravleen:D
Han Sheng:)
BenitaO.O
Wen Siu o.O (emoticon of the century)
Sunanda=))
Jia EEEn:DD
Kayat(:
Manda!!
Laura<33
Jia Yan=))
Cat!!!
Jolene^^
Clara Lim^.^
Fishcake!!!
Mervyn:D
Brandon=))
Sherman:))
GIAMMMIE<333
Fishhie!!!
Robin Ng(:
Louisa<333
Isabellllll:D
Hung=))
Suet Far:)
Yun Ying!
Ling Yuan!
haha, not forgetting all the facebook wishers!!! (I hope I didn't leave anyone out but if I did I'm sorry to had!!!)
Thanks everybody! It means a lot to me=)) and made me feel really happy and treasured..hehe..
End of promos!!! I can't believe it's all over man! haha. Loves!!
And here's a special little part for a special someone:
Thanks for bringing joy, happiness, fun and laughter into my life=)
Looking forward to a life of freedom, happiness and FUN!=))
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