I really dislike myself. I should hide the ugly parts in a box and throw them away. The first part of the previous sentence always occurs, not for the second part though. Facades facades facades. I HATE YOU!
Emotional outburst over and done with...mid-years open with KI tmr, from 8am to 11am, a long tedious three hours of critical thinking. Performances are over as well...savoring the last opportunity to perform with seniors.
As I get back onto the road of a studious life..
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I feel so emotional now..I should mug and mug and mug. It takes my mind off things. I feel like playing all songs in minor keys. Rehearsal at esplanade tomorrow, taking away my study time. Well..if anything good could come out of this it should be me focusing on studying.
The weather's back to being hot again.
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Performance on the 2nd (yesterday) and 6th (monday).
Unlucky thing for it to come now. sigh..
I must be a better person. And study hard. And accomplish the things I want to in life. I understand what you said about studying..or at least, I think I do. Studying takes my mind off things. It helps me to forget... for that moment at least.
I can't face you anymore. Each time my glance slides onto you, and I look away, it seems as though I'm torn into two..I don't want to think that way anymore..I want to forget..I need to forget..but it's so hard to. Why did this ever existed?
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