So many things are happening nowadays, it makes me feel dizzy sometimes. I don't know how to think sometimes, whether or not my thoughts are going in the right direction, whether or not my thoughts are wrong. The more confused I am, the more cautious I get, the more mistakes I make.
My thoughts affect my decisions, so I ask for forgiveness if any of my actions/speech has affected you or offended you.
I really want to become someone that is more sacrificial, kinder, more considerate...you know, more Christ-like? But it seems like I'm still a horrid girl, no matter how hard I try to change, to think better thoughts, to refrain from straying down sinful paths, giving way to impatience, anger, and thus executing(woah) wrong actions that might lead me down a path of regret for a long time.
I can't help but be slightly emotional now. It's so stressful, with CTs hounding my back, with all the frustration and pressure that I feel in another area of my life, with my illness stopping me from singing my best, problems of relationship with people (friends, family).. But I guess these problems are always existent. It's the attitude that we face them with!
So we must be optimistic, have trust, believe in ourselves, and never give up! What a nice moment for a sudden omph for success! Jia you for CTs you guys, let's make Venice even better than the Austria we could have had!
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CNY's came and gone.
With abstinence from all cny goodies, gallons of brown liquid and hours of rest, I hope to be able to utilize the full capacity of my lungs tomorrow during CHOIR!
It's really been busy. Just look at my posts. haha. All the best guys and jia you for As and all you do!
Hope to be able to post soon! cya!
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