Then we slept all the way to vj, then lugged our way to the choir room. Choir practice started with warm-ups as usual, followed by sectionals, then practice with mr kwei at siglap.

We went to cafe cartel afterwards for chengwei's birthday lunch. I spent $14! On lunch! I ordered some spicy chicken bolognese thing which was rather spicy after a while. People started leaving, and finally there was alex, jiaen, robinng, carolyn and I left.

Played stuff like I never, which got really personal at some point in time...truth and truth...haha...I didn't tell any lies, but maybe I didn't tell whole truths.

I know I will be over with you, I just have to continue what I have been doing, blocking my thoughts about you, stop myself doing things related to you, treating you as my friend, smile at you, joke with you, talk to you about stuff, forgetting all my foolish one-sidedness acts and thoughts... I wouldn't say that this had been easy, but I'm grateful for the chance to learn. To learn how to fall in love with someone, to realise that fairytales only exist outside of reality, to experience the heartaches and pain, prices to pay for being foolish, to learn most of all, to recover from the confusion, the stabbing pain when I see you with someone else, the days of being emotional, the moments of doing nothing but thinking about you, the turmoil when I have to look at you and pretend that you're my friend, the many and many things I do that I shouldn't have... to learn to get over you...

I have decided a few weeks back actually or was it the last few months... that I would like us to return to becoming friends instead=) I like us being friends:)

There's another person now, but I wouldn't want to go through the same thing I just got away from. So... I guess I should let nature take its course:) There shall be only 2 people who will know about this:)

Piano lesson tmr at 2, OP preparation afterwards.

Mon OP in the afternoon, wed and sat choir=)