somehow my thoughts flow more freely through my fingers or an alternative, my pen=)

There's this friend in my life.. When we first started to be friends, I really enjoyed our friendship quite a bit because it brought laughter and joy into my life. I was quite happy about it. Then I realised that I started to feel that you were more than a friend. I talked to merv about it, and he tried to talk me out of it cos he had a bad impression of you. Haha. But no matter. After a while, what he said got me thinking. Was I liking the feeling or liking you? It was then that I decided I shouldn't be getting too ahead of myself. So I decided to reorganise my thoughts, and tried my best to be friends. Guess what, it worked for me(: but somehow or another, it seems like you stopped being a friend to me. Was the closeness of the friendship wishful thinking on my part? Or was that simply an image of you that you wanted to create for me? I really don't know. Friends...will treat each other as such too?

Relationships between humans are just so complicated. sighh...or maybe I'm getting too sensitive again.

The choir tees look a bit....not very nice..haha..but okay la I think=)

VS performance tmr.

Venice trip...hope my stuff all fits into my luggage! I'm really glad I still fit my leotards from dance last time! I have pink tights too! but guess I'm not gonna wear that underneath the gown. so weird with pink feet peeking from underneath. heh.

I hope I won't feel too cold over there. And my clothes...hope they'll look nice! Haha..at least..presentable! I'm vain too=p but I'm sure the rest of the girls have many clothes to show off too! OHOH. I hope I won't wear the same thing as another girl! haha.

alright, logging off soon, need to pack my luggage! and mug. =p